my subconscience speaks loudest

so i'm slowly getting into this whole full time job thang and lately i've been feeling lest stressed about utterly defining my future. as i rode the bus and trains to get to and fro work i found myself brainstorming manically different visions of how i want to plot out my future...where to live, what hobbies to take up, what to buy now that im getting paychecks with my "real job" in this "real world". and everyday i thought out this whole different scenario. but its too soon to take any action now, im still just getting my feet warm here. and there are so many possibilities to figure out. and i like where im at right now, so thats good.

and the weekends have not been dull let me tell you. i'm going to go make some iced coffee now and in a few minutes i'm jotting out this one event thats still recollecting in my head.