If you aren't going to step up to the plate
I’m not going to drag you to it!
So the past 48 hours were not so great. Even the Garden State Soundtrack that always hums me to sleep had to be spun a few extra times just to calm my anxious nerves. It’s been Murphy’s Law to the max lately; whatever can go wrong will go wrong. A huge Coca Cola truck barred my exit from the parking lot today for over 20 minutes. And I parked across the street from a nice lot where I SHOULD be parked, BUT its full of commuter cars during the day! (ah, how empty it was over intercession).
I forgot my calculator for my dosage calc. test today.
And honestly…this Leadership Clinical…I don’t like the idea of having to create patient assignments for my own fellow nursing students!
I do NOT feel ready for this.
And my birthday plans are getting a little bogged down. Senior retreat is that weekend so I dunno where we all will be if some of us go or some of us stay. And my nursing practice test (I just found out) is on that same Friday afternoon Its like one event is blocking another…
With insecurity swarming all around me and digging into my inner core, there’s a quote that comes to mind…As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going." -Sarah Jessica parkers of S&TC. This is fitting for the moment, and thats just what I'm gonna have to do! And one thing for sure, if the going gets tough, I have some contacts that always help me toughen up. THANK YOU, you know who you are ;)
and P.S. i'm not going to go into what the title of this blog means. the energy is going to be conserved for other, more serious and timeworthy matters.
So the past 48 hours were not so great. Even the Garden State Soundtrack that always hums me to sleep had to be spun a few extra times just to calm my anxious nerves. It’s been Murphy’s Law to the max lately; whatever can go wrong will go wrong. A huge Coca Cola truck barred my exit from the parking lot today for over 20 minutes. And I parked across the street from a nice lot where I SHOULD be parked, BUT its full of commuter cars during the day! (ah, how empty it was over intercession).
I forgot my calculator for my dosage calc. test today.
And honestly…this Leadership Clinical…I don’t like the idea of having to create patient assignments for my own fellow nursing students!
I do NOT feel ready for this.
And my birthday plans are getting a little bogged down. Senior retreat is that weekend so I dunno where we all will be if some of us go or some of us stay. And my nursing practice test (I just found out) is on that same Friday afternoon Its like one event is blocking another…
With insecurity swarming all around me and digging into my inner core, there’s a quote that comes to mind…As we drive along this road called life, occasionally a gal will find herself a little lost. And when that happens, I guess she has to let go of the coulda, shoulda, woulda, buckle up and just keep going." -Sarah Jessica parkers of S&TC. This is fitting for the moment, and thats just what I'm gonna have to do! And one thing for sure, if the going gets tough, I have some contacts that always help me toughen up. THANK YOU, you know who you are ;)
and P.S. i'm not going to go into what the title of this blog means. the energy is going to be conserved for other, more serious and timeworthy matters.
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